so these days i feel soo alone.....i have no friends that i get 2 talk 2 really but the ones @ work, and then theres the ones that r mostly old, but their still fun 2 talk 2.....i miss all my friends sooo  much. a lot has changed 4 me....some 4 the good and some 4 the bad.....i h8 it!!!! i sometimes find myself so lost and depressed and i look around and my family has a tendency 2 b mad @ me most of the time so theres noone around 2 talk 2 or 2 complain 2 or 2 cry 2.....i guess i just suck and so does life.....ok i think im done 4 now....

hmmm....i h8 just about everything these days.....quarter of school is almost over YAY!!! hmm....ok good bye...o YEA I LOVE U!!!

~leave me comments b/c jackie says 2 on her xanga so guess what?!?! i say 2 on my xanga...so DO IT!!!

ok l8er!!

so its been awhile (almost a couple months!!! lol) but yea......everyone says that @ the beg. i know lol

have u ever been friends w/someone like best friends when u were smaller, and then u just werent friends nemore after u went 2 high school?? u never talked nemore and u just wondered if it was something u said or u just werent cool nemore 2 them?! i dunno, but i found myself talking 2 someone i was best friends w/when we were lil b/c we only lived a couple houses away from each other and we were like the only chics there was on this block. but neways.....we were good friends up til 8th grade then i think after we went 2 high school there was the occassional hey hows it going? but not going 2 each others house and hanging out nemore. that sucks!! i wish we could go back 2 the old times b/c i miss them :( but i love my new friends that i have made over the years!!! they make me happy!!!

p-town festival in a couple days!! sweet!!! lol jk but mud v-ball kicks some major.....well u know lol. fair after that and thats some fun stuff 2!!! yea HOT COWBOYS!!!!

i work in a daycare now. just 4 the summer, its tons of fun!!! lil kids r just so freaking fun!! that jobs just til i go back 2 sherman though, i love it there!!!

havent been 2 reality in like a month :( im sure everyone misses me lol yea right lol but yea......

noone leaves comments nemore, maybe its just b/c they h8 me and dont wanna talk 2 me nemore lol....i dunno

ok this is soooo freaking long and im done now....ok l8er!!!!

i gotta new kitty 2day!!! hes sooo freaking adorable!!! he doesnt have a name yet lol so i just say here kitty kitty lol!!! yay!! so heres a pic of him!!

yay!!! so 2morrow is my last day of actual classes (i think) which is freaking sweet!! then next week i have 2 finals, b/c i turned one in 2day (all we had 2 do was write a paper 4 our final) i finally got all those dang papers written this weekend.....ehh who am i kidding i waited til the last night again!!! i was only up til 4 this time unlike 5 last time, but i only got one done that night. i got up @ 8 the next morning and wrote the other one and was gone by 12 15 for class. YAY 4 no more papers 2 write!!!

ok well summer is ALMOST finally here!! i have parties this weekend....and then like june 11th (i think) is senior highs graduation ceremony and since ive never been 2 one there, i thought it would b fun 2 go!!!

ok well.....i think this is all i have 4 now!! i hope u all have a gr8 day and gr week (Rach E. mostly-even though we dont talk much nemore, im here if u wanna call me and talk!!!) and i love u all!!!

ok...so u guys should b really freaking cool and leave me LOTS of comments b/c i love u and i love them!!! or not....but i really want u 2!!! LATA!!!!

~angel